I woke up early yesterday, a couple of minutes before 5am, and for the rest of the day I was super productive and focused, got a lot done according to my schedule.

This morning, same thing. I woke up a few minutes before 5am but then closed my eyes and the next time I opened them it was 7:04am. Fail! It’s not even noon yet but I feel like my day is shot. I need to get back on top and find my focus. I keep on getting distracted. I feel anxious for being behind and guilty for being in a frenzy and not keeping my act together.

Maybe I should meditate again, see if that helps, and start over. I didn’t even do it right earlier. I forget what I was thinking about instead of focusing on my breathing.

Gah what a morning. But I’m gonna do it! This day will not be a wash!