I feel like today is already a wash. I don’t know but I woke up with an erratic mind. I already meditated for about 10 minutes this morning but I didn’t do it that well either. I’m trying to get a grip and start over. I haven’t given up yet, just doing whatever I planned to do this morning, chugging along even with my mind absent.

Maybe I just need food. I fell asleep last night really hungry and I thought to myself that I should get up and grab something to eat but I couldn’t think of anything so I didn’t. Yes, maybe that’s it. I just need to eat more at night. I just get full so easily and feel grossed sometimes when I eat too much at one time.

Weird.